I have worked so hard up to this point that there is way from here but up. There are so many things I still have to learn and accomplish. The world will know who I am when my life is done. I will be heard. Nothing will stop me.
I am my own person. My emotions are controlled by me. The health of my happiness is will not be determined by a girl. The way I look at it is like this. I am the one to make my “babe,” “baby,” or “boo,” happy and keep a real smile on her face. Everything I do will, in some way, put a smile on her face, have her eyes sparkle and knees weak. My actions will only be real if I am happy. Therefore I am happy if my lady is happy.
Let us get it out there. I am not the sexiest, cutest or even most handsome guy in the world. Money, I don’t have a whole lot of it. What I do have is heart. My words are felt, my actions proven and silence loud. The way I want to treat my lady is a way the queen should be treated. I have messed so many times and I am finally ready to graduate with all the lessons I have learned. I don’t want to be no prince. I want to be the king. Every single day I will make you understand that you are beautiful. Beautiful in a way I can only describe using the little things I find about you every day. See the Mona Lisa took thousands of brush strokes to make one master piece. To me, you are God’s masterpiece He painted, I noticed and will treasure it. I don’t know where you are right now, but our day will come beautiful. I will wait patiently. Just know this, I love you.
Every morning I wake up and I have this mind set of a positive nature. As I wipe my eyes and look out the window to see a brand new day, I thank God I am alive for even one more day. The way I look at life is at an angle most people are blinded from. My dreams cause me to see the world at a distant zoom so that I stay focus. When I start to brush my teeth and look into the mirror, I stare for a while. Not to admire how I look, because I know I am not that cute. I stare into the mirror to see the passion that burns in my eyes to make my dreams my reality. Since I was young my parents instilled in me that life is hard only if you make it. From the first time my dad talked to me about goals and dreams, I imagined my life when I grew up. My dreams have changed a few times through out the years; it is apart of growing, for some, but one thing I know is that who I am working towards right now is who I really want to be. My goal now is to inspire, influence and impact this world in a positive light. I have my music as my voice, art as my mind and photography as my eyes. I want to give hope to my peers, elders and future generations by my clothing line. Cylence is a reverse psychology I thought could be used to inspire people to let their voices heard. Cylence and be heard, get it? The spelling with Cy is to give God the glory in all I do. I believe that this is my purpose. The profit from Cylence won’t all go to me, but to help build performing art school across the nation starting with my home, Guam. Who I am is a normal guy just giving back.
For my parents’ Christmas present I am going to surprise them and go home for Christmas break. Hopefully my brother is able to come too.